The Insane Ramblings of a Disturbed Young Lunatic

sheep_ahoy @ 2004-08-09T11:40:00

2004-08-09T01:41:26Z

well, that was successful katey, you retard.

what a stupid, impossible thing to hope for.

sheep_ahoy @ 2004-07-28T16:51:00

2004-07-28T07:08:07Z

oh man what a good science lesson.
its amazing how much difference one discman and 4 cds can make to 50 mins of extremely boring class.
in other news, i got beaten in scissors, paper, rock. what is the world coming to?!!?!? i dont get beaten in scissors paper rock!? faaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr ouuuuttttttttttttt. not happy. and yes, you know who you are, i will hunt you down and beat the crap outta you in this sport of kings, so you better be ready, cos i have tactics and i shall not be defeated........again!

oh yeah i do have something meaningful to write bout. katey 1 livejournal 0. take that.
anyway im just pissed cos i really hate people that laugh at peoples jokes because of who the person is, if you get what i mean, even if it wasnt that great, and then when someone else says something really funny but those who will not be mentioned just go " ......yeah...good one..loser..."even though it might have been good and really funny just cos the person that said it is not considered "cool". come on people. if someone says something funny, laugh at it, dont just make out that it was shit because you dont like the person. thats no fun. you suck. just lighten up.
also laughter is great for remedial purposes so you tight arses who only laugh at yourselves and are so far up yourselves that you can wear yourself as a hat, get over the whole "im so great" thing and just laugh if its funny or dont if its not. you dont have to belittle people and make them feel bad whenever they open their mouths.

.......so there...

sheep_ahoy @ 2004-07-27T16:53:00

2004-07-27T06:55:21Z

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that about sums up the happenings of today

sheep_ahoy @ 2004-07-19T16:28:00

2004-07-19T06:33:34Z

gawd. when does the fun stop?
walked into Lathams this arvo, dragging mum behind me ("its ok mum i just want to have a quick look at the guitars..", walked out with the raddest electric guitar on lay-by.
so fucking estatic right now you cant even imagine.
only downside is that i have to wait till my birthday to get it which is approx 145 days away.
apparently its an exercise in self-control and patience.
appppaarrrrently.
anyway the point i am trying to make is that everything is going so so right for a change. oh. cept the fact that muse is a FUCKING OVER 18S GIG FUCK YOU MUSE AND CO HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME YOU ARE MY GODDAMM LIFE YOU FUCKING BASTARDS.
apart from that though it is all fun and games.
fun. and. games.

sheep_ahoy @ 2004-07-15T12:47:00

2004-07-15T02:51:28Z

FUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKK!!!!

TO JACKSON WHOS LIVE JOURNAL I VIEWED THIS IN, YOU ARE OFFICIALLY MY BEST FRIEND.

YESYESYESYESYEYSEYESYESYESYES

MUSE. SEPTEMBER 10. HORDON PAVILLION.

FUCKETY FUCK.

GET THERE.

WITH ME

I AM THERE

YEAH EAT THAT MUM I AM GOING HAHAH!

I HAVE A BANK ACCOUNT!

ON ANOTHER NOTE, MUSE ARE PLAYING AT THE HORDON PAVILLION IN SEPTEMBER.

FUCK ME THIS IS GREAT.

I AM HAPPY,

YAY.

THERE IS A GOD.

sheep_ahoy @ 2004-07-15T12:11:00

2004-07-15T02:33:10Z

so much is fundamentally wrong with the world.
no, correction, with the people in it.
there are so many things that you just think "well, if it was just changed that little bit then the whole goddamn system would be better".
i just dont understand how someone like John Howard, the supposed role model, leader and decision maker for our country cannot just swallow his own fucking pride and say sorry to the Aborigines. how much easier would it be then? maybe then our society could start to bridge the gap between "us" and "them". oh but no, accorrding to him "its not my fault and i didnt do it therefore i dont have to apologise!". how the fuck did we elect a Prime Minister who still governs his life by playground rules???
and what about all the other leaders of the world, who constantly have these power battles and use their people as little figurines that can be blown-up, killed, maimed, destroyed? when are we going to learn to resolve our differences without slaughtering tens, hundreds, thousands and millions of people who arent even involved?
i just really have a problem with understanding this shit, and obviously so do these people who somehow get to be where they are.
what the hell went wrong in human evolution to make us so inexplicably selfish, narrow-minded and cruel?
George Bush doesnt even have the guts to witness the attacks and susbequent atrocities he is incurring on all these people in another country. he just sends out his little aeroplanes packed full of ammo and waits to hear if he has gotten Osama yet. oh well about that wedding party of civilians that his troops accidentally blew up because they looked suss, oh well about all those animals who died because they were held in cages right near an atomic bomb explosion just so scientists could see how powerful they are (who cares, they're just animals) and oh fucking well about all those children who are dead because some American bastard had to finish what his daddy couldnt.
how fucking important could anyone else be? i mean, all thats important is yourself right? who really gives a rats arse if everyone else in the world is being screwed over because some power-hungry fuckwits have low self esteem. isnt that what this whole thing is teaching us?
well thats what pisses me off, the fact that humans have invented such amazing things (such as the TV, joy joy!), yet we cant even learn to communicate without the aid of gunfire or a nuclear blast.
now tell me. what the hell kind of future are we hoping to create?

sheep_ahoy @ 2004-07-13T17:16:00

2004-07-13T07:21:19Z

damn holidays are good.
decided to clean out my room today cos everytime i open a cupboard 15 years of junk comes spewing out onto the floor, so have to do something about that, but then i got sidetracked and read this book for the rest of the day, but you know what? it doesnt matter, cos i am on holidays. yeah eat shit and die school. no homework for me.
oh. except for the history ass and science experiment.
well. that put a damper on things.
ah well, the moral of the story kiddly winks is that holidays are for doing shit all and that is great. oh yeah, and dont drink and drive.
that is all
goodbye

sheep_ahoy @ 2004-07-11T21:27:00

2004-07-11T11:27:53Z

Take the What High School
Stereotype Are You? quiz.

mmmmm i can see the resemblence

sheep_ahoy @ 2004-07-11T20:58:00

2004-07-11T11:06:40Z

did i say i was happy?
changed my mind
FUCK HAPPY!
you know why i'm not happy?
i went to hawks nest for a purpose people. no, not to wallow on the beautiful beaches or to have a cute little family holiday.
it was a much, much more important mission.
yes, thats right. the task plauging the human female population:
find and observe the elusive HOTTIE.
MISSION FAILED.
seems as though hawkies isnt good enough for the likes of the hot holiday spunk anymore. they all want to go to the snow. nobody appreciates the beach in winter! its criminal!
so thats why im not happy. because i resorted to playing in the park on the swingset with my little brother in order to somehow find a male. the only ones i found, funnily enough, were between the ages of 1 and 7.
not quite what i was looking for.
alas. another holiday without hot boys.
i am having withdrawal symptoms.
so, in conclusion, if you can help me and are preferrably between the ages of 15 and 17 call me on 1800-NEED-SEX-NOW.

sheep_ahoy @ 2004-07-03T14:33:00

2004-07-03T04:45:33Z

i wish i had a car.
i really really do.
i would drive to the beach right here right now.

so many things i want. and i got really depressed. just a while ago actually. i wondered, what would it be like to have a really kick-ass house right on the beach or with a really great view and a neighbourhood where everyone is out walking their obedient little pooches? and i really started to hate my life, and the fact that i dont have anything like that, and i cant just go out of the house and walk to some great place or go for a run in a really nice area, or have my friends over and them say "wow katey your house is, like, the raddest thing i have ever seen and its such a jolly good spot etc".
but then i thought.
there are so many people who live way out in the suburbs. and yeah, they may have big houses and a pool, but hay, they are out in the middle of nowhere and they probably wish they lived somewhere where they could hop in a car and be in town in 5 minutes.
and i sat out on my back verandah, and i got over that feeling, because mum is doing the best she can, and we have a nice house and i am able to buy things i want and i dont even have to go out and get a job to able to afford stuff.
so ok, we may not be rich and famous, but i figured that i am happy, and there is so much more to life than constantly wishing you were somehere else, what is the point in that? you are probably too busy thinking about how great life could be if you had that car, or those shoes, and you might miss the life in front of you, waiting to be lived.
sometimes you just have to do the best with what you have got, and im sick of wanting things, and not appreciating what ive got.
so no more whining for me, i want to be happy, and i am.

sheep_ahoy @ 2004-07-02T21:17:00

2004-07-02T11:21:42Z

like
school is over
like whoa
like yay

meh. i wish i was pumped for the holidays. but im not really. sure am pumped for hawkes nest though. boo yeah. hot boys come to mama.
i love the beach.

mmm. i also love camerons essential 70s cd that i have had lying in my room for about 3 months now.mmmmmmmmmmm. really should consider returning said loan. nyah.

do you know what?
dont buy Desa's fish.

sheep_ahoy @ 2004-06-30T16:59:00

2004-06-30T07:05:13Z

hey hey. i smiled at a kid today. it was fun.
heh. smiling at random people and watching them decide whether to smile back or just ignore you and walk away.
good times.
go me.

the point is. kareoke is underrated.

sheep_ahoy @ 2004-06-28T18:45:00

2004-06-28T08:56:55Z

nuts. am too stupid to work out how to insert pics i took with camera. damn. ah well. they are here....in spirit.

you know when someone is just reallly pissing you off and you just want to hurt them, mwahaghaa HUrt TheM DaMMIT!!

yes well i want to hurt her, HURT HER........................................................ BIATCH!

ok im done.

ps. you better watch yourself punk, ill be waiting. yeah. take that. wang.

sheep_ahoy @ 2004-06-11T18:32:00

2004-06-11T08:33:08Z

heh
losing with style
thats my motto

sheep_ahoy @ 2004-06-10T18:07:00

2004-06-10T08:09:53Z

what a great day

its times like these you realise what amazing people are around you. all you have to do is look.

sheep_ahoy @ 2004-06-08T16:08:00

2004-06-08T06:11:31Z

it's such a beautiful arvo. im on my computer. makes sense kt. well it's not as if im gonna get into my car and go and drive to the beach and hang with tha hoodlem. the joys of underagednesssss... nesss. wooooooot no homework for about 2 hours. joy! joy! happy! fun-didddddly-un. oh yeah im so up for Lizzie McGuire this arvie. yes yes yes. there should be more kiddies shows in the world like that. or like the Animals of Farthing wood. now that was pure genius. who would have thought the mating rituals of a small group of animals in some unknown woodland area could be so deliciously riveting. oh i like this bit in the song.... wait for it.... ...ONE LAST THING BEFORE I QUIT I NEVER WANTED ANYMORE THAN I COULD FIT INTO MY HEAD I STILL REMEMBER EVERY SINGLE WORD YOU SAID AND ALL THE SHIT THAT SOMEHOW CAME ALONG WITH IT STILL THERES ONE THING THAT COMFORTS ME SINCE I WAS ALWAYS CAGED AND NOW IM FREEEEEEEEE *angry dave grohl screaming...* and you get the picture.

BEHOLD

Dave grohl in all his wonky-eyed glory

well i really have nothing to rant, rave and/or talk about, so ill be leaving now

byyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

sheep_ahoy @ 2004-06-07T19:06:00

2004-06-07T09:07:12Z

maths test

FUCK YOU ALL ASSHOLES. no offence or anything

2004-06-06T00:00:34Z

definition of a weekend: two days (usually saturday and sunday) at the end of the week where one is not required to work, instead often attending/participating in leisure activities etc.

aha. ahahahahahahahahahaha.

try: two days when we are expected to tell our other plans to FUCK OFF so we can all finish the immpossible amount of shite we are not able to during the week because were at school listening to "teachers" crap on about how all this is meant to be relevant in the real world.

funny isnt it

sheep_ahoy @ 2004-06-01T16:17:00

2004-06-01T06:17:36Z

you are violet
#EE82EE

Your dominant hues are red and blue. You're confident and like showing people new ideas. You play well with others and can be very influential if you want to be.

Your saturation level is lower than average - You don't stress out over things and don't understand people who do. Finishing projects may sometimes be a challenge, but you schedule time as you see fit and the important things all happen in the end, even if not everyone sees your grand master plan.

Your outlook on life is bright. You see good things in situations where others may not be able to, and it frustrates you to see them get down on everything.

the spacefem.com html color quiz

sheep_ahoy @ 2004-06-01T15:48:00

2004-06-01T05:54:53Z

i should be angry

i should be mad

i should be seeking revenge!

i should be extrodinarily pissed off

i should be plotting death....

..... but im not

sheep_ahoy @ 2004-05-31T16:09:00

2004-05-31T06:10:09Z

my god. a day in the life of one sad sad little girl.

went pretty much like this:
* got to skool, freaked (quite possibly developing aggraphobia), but then realised everything was not the huge situation i had envisaged.
* ha! geography test. knew i could count on geography to be officially the easiest subject around. love to geography.
* mmmm, recess.
* the "holy shit its a science exam!" came and went. am fucked.
* did studies speech. no comment.
* bell went. almost spewed with joy.

doesnt school just make everyone's life a more wholesome and meaningful place?

aaaargh really want some new music/cds. need. muse. now. and possibly eskimo joe....
and the foo fighters
ooooh! message on phone! am loved once again.
wait right there. dont go anywhere..
hey hey. i am gracing you with my presence once again. wow. i love saucy messages. just wish they between me and some hunk o spunk. oh well. the time will come my child..

well must dash.
thanks for your wisdom, insight and ...... um, cant think of another adjective.... oh, enlightenment, thats a good one.
anyway the point is, goodbye.

sheep_ahoy @ 2004-05-30T18:45:00

2004-05-30T08:46:19Z

i love my friends

well well well

2004-05-29T03:37:26Z

so many imaginary conversations, so much anger, hate, love, confusion. now im here, i dont know what to write.
mmmmmm times 2.
all i can say is that you think you know someone, you think that they are worth the sacrifice, the pain, the chocolate.... but then you realise they dont care, and you find that the people that you least expect to give a rats arse actually care the most. so to those people, you know who you are, thankyou for listening, thankyou for advising, thankyou for being honest but most of all thankyou for just being there, because without you even knowing it, you put some sunshine in my day of clouds.

well. now that i have sufficiently fulfilled the "sap" requirement, i must be on my merry way.
toodle oo.

why...????

2004-05-28T01:50:19Z

why is it always me?
i feel like such a dickhead for even bothering.
i mean, when have i ever gotten anything from liking someone who i knew would, could, will, never like someone like me?
hey hey, i can answer that one kids.
never.
now what am i supposed to do? just act as if nothing ever happened?
watch them together every single day knowing i would kill to be in that position?
treat him like he means nothing to me?
how am i meant to just get up and move on when i am flat on my back trying to breathe?
answer me that, dear friends, and maybe then i can begin to feel again. but for the moment i am numb, i cant see a light ahead of me. there is no escape.

the end of an era...

2004-04-16T11:14:49Z

you have been good to me, my dear hair, but i think the time arose for us to "have a break". i just dont think the relationship was working and i found it necessary to ask the hairdresser today to take corrective measures. im sure we shall meet again, but for the time being, i think it is best for the both of us if we remain apart.
no hard feelings